ColllisionCourse's avatar

ColllisionCourse

Slowly..
462 Watchers217 Deviations
49.2K
Pageviews
Hello everyone! after almost 5 years I'm back and running with a fresh start!

A little summery 2015-2019

1. I'v become an officer in the IDF (now I'm a second officer, next rank in Jan 2021), finishing my forth year, and continuing my way in the army still.
2018-2019 - Was a very turning year for me.. I found allot about myself, achieving what I want in developing my self for the better. I understood how to work throw my flaws, I found new ways for me to study that works for me, I'm not thinking about 'why' anymore I will try try and try and do things till the end. 

2. I have been in a relationship (my first one) for a year and two month, I broke it off a month ago (he stopped respecting me) , I'm very happy and I know it was the right decision. 

3. I'm starting to study this October(th' 27) Media Design Degree, three years study, will be allot of fun! (doing it with the army).

End of summery

I will slowly be returning, uploading a few new things, I want to challenge my self to finish every drawing not giving up.
I will be selling most of my characters so be tuned for that.
I have a new design for my main OC Sapir. her old design is not for sale.

Gosh, Its good to be back, I had so much going on with my life, I've grown so much as a person, I got my driving license, I got back with my best friends and we will never be separated again. I started to travel allot in and out the country. I'm proud of my self of everything I have done in those past years.
I got a brand new perfect-for-me room witch totally effects my well-been for the best! 

I'm motivated, I feel strong and happy. I have my friends in my real life witch made my life so much better. I needed all this time to get stronger and to know what I want. I have my goals I want to achieve, I know exactly how I will get stronger and what I need to do to study better. 
And be the best ME I can be!


My new name is ColllisionCourse
I hope you will have fun watching my return! stay tuned.




  

 
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Part of my spring cleaning :3
I'm putting 2 characters of mine up for offers! 
Everyting is or this, or that not asking for all together off course xD 
i want to give them a better home <:

1. Lotus: sta.sh/01f1sn96e6gh
She is designed by nil

What I'm looking for:
- 5$-10$ / 500:points: - 1000:points: (not to picky)
- Art - Page dolls / Pixel dolls / Chibis.
- Character Trade (abit picky).

2. No name: sta.sh/01gv3zo0gn2c
She is deigned by Liokat 

she comes with 2 icons: 
sta.sh/01qo9kqgi22c
sta.sh/0104lvvkeuui

What I'm looking for:
- 3$-5$ / 300:points: - 500:points: (not to picky)
- Art - Page dolls / Pixel dolls / Chibis.
- Character trade.

3. Ogen: Ogen
He is designed by felinar

What I'm looking for:
- 4$-6$ / 400:points: - 600:points: (not to picky)
- Art - Page dolls / Pixel dolls / Chibis.
- Character trade.


Note: I'm really not so picky about those to! So feel free to offer what ever you like! Also I can lower the price if needed too vwv 
I really just want to give them a better home :3


Place the offers under my featured comments c: 
I will give it time till the end of this week unless there will be an offer I will really like.

thank you~ ^w^



Riminder!! I will be cleaning my gallery in the end of this week! If you know I made something for you this the time to save it if you didn't yet!! 

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Hey guys! firstly Happy new year to ya all! vwv

Nothing bad has happned, don't even worry about it ^^
This short half a year after graduating was really strange.. I started to think differently and my behavior has changed.
I think its a good thing that I finally start to grow, It feels like the stuff I'm feeling now, I should of felt 3-4 years ago 
and its waking up only now, I can't really explain it. But this how I feel..
I wasn't able to draw eather.. I just can't draw what I see in my head anyways and everything just got stuck.
And my motivation is far below zero so yeah.. (+ my jaw is till busted)

Idontknowhatiwantanymore#
 
So yeah I'm just growing up I guess..


PS: Thank you everyone for all the watchers and faves I didn't thank you for It really means allot!
(Its just.. for the time been I really don't see something I can be proud off..)

Any comments of hate for Israel will be ignored and deleted. (Read the news of Israel today and see what hapnned before you comment about 'hate Israel', and don't forget what happned in France) 
In the 11th this month, I will start anew page in my life, The Army.
I will be going to the army for a short 3 weeks training and then I will be working with codes and computers for 2 years <:
I've heard that the course I'm doing is really good and will give me allot in the future, I'm really excited ^^
And another good thing, I might be able to fix my jaw throw the army throw special treatments I will get from there for free! so Its great 
to know that my jaw problem might be fixed!
I will come home everyday so as soon as my head will start working properly on art, I will come back as a BANG!
I finished working, so now I will be resting and getting ready for the army ^^

I hope you guys are having fun on your New Years! 
You have now started a new 365 page story, write a good one <3
I love you guys! <3
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In









Honored to be watched by vwv <3

:iconwildemaehne::iconangrylabi::icongrimmicookie::iconnanarui::iconlivaly::iconfaelis-skribblekitty::iconking-birdd:
:iconnafeera::iconchickenbusiness::iconnine-neckfur::iconinsperationalwinds::iconflea-bites::iconnovosev:
:iconeovs::icontaylynted::iconnikaiyo::iconwolfvids::iconpiiiows::iconblusagi:
:iconteapups::iconfennecfoxluver::iconpawne::icondicakee::iconearthcult::iconlushain:
:iconmikobites::iconikodi::iconmrsweg::iconsuckerdog::iconmilk-b0y::iconkingcavy:
:iconcoastalcaptyns:
WolfSoulKeeper by Miiroku WolfSoulKeeper by Miiroku










I finally got a name of what was happening in my Jaw ;;
Its called TMJ - Temporomandibular Joint Dysfunction, 
Its when the disk in the jaw, that clips the skull and the lower jaw together, slliped out of place.
Its sounds horrible I know ;; but I'm pretty fine now.. I guess.. I mean it does painfull at times..
But most of the infection is gone, If I wasn't treating it in time. I could of got in some serious problems cx
Its kinda of a rare condition.. Its not common at all, and there is no 100% cure for it.
All I can try are different treatments and see witch one works the best ;n;
For now I can't open my mouth 100% I think I can only open like 40-50% Witch is much better then I could before.
And there is no surgery for it since its deep in the skull.. Maybe I will have to go for water flowed to that place.. I don't really know..
I'm going to go to allot of doctors and try and get the best treatment ;w;
And sometimes Its painfull for me to chu and stuff but overall I'm fine ;;

I'm just working ALLOT I mean I work 6
days aweek and its really hard.. I'm on my legs for 7 and half hours and with people xD
I'm so tired, my room is a mess and everything is so un-clear.. I think of so much stuff that I rally need to stop x'D
Its starting to be un-healthy for on how much I think >.<
"No brain no worries" xD
And over all I have lack of insparetion.. and when I do I just can't get it out and draw it and make it looks like I wanted it to look..
I will work for two and a half month, In the 10 of December I will stop working and I will have 10 days off so hopefully 
In those days I will rest abit.

Things are really not quiet around here.. A storm is comming, and not only a weather storm.
Hoprfuly You guys are having abetter time then mine! Love you guys, and thank you so much for sticking out with me! <3




Graphics by ColllisionCourse
CSS by Aspenture
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In









Honored to be watched by vwv <3

:iconwildemaehne::iconangrylabi::icongrimmicookie::iconnanarui::iconlivaly::iconfaelis-skribblekitty::iconking-birdd:
:iconnafeera::iconchickenbusiness::iconnine-neckfur::iconinsperationalwinds::iconflea-bites::iconnovosev:
:iconeovs::icontaylynted::iconnikaiyo::iconwolfvids::iconpiiiows::iconblusagi:
:iconteapups::iconfennecfoxluver::iconpawne::icondicakee::iconearthcult::iconlushain:
:iconmikobites::iconikodi::iconmrsweg::iconsuckerdog::iconmilk-b0y::iconkingcavy:
:iconcoastalcaptyns:
WolfSoulKeeper by Miiroku WolfSoulKeeper by Miiroku











Don't miss the feature below my life story!!!!



Ok well, please kill me now T_T

I'm so tired, I mean nothing goes well for me those days
I went out with another guy, everything was perfect until he was starting to go to fast I just cut it off. (nothing happened lol)
I'm a person that just waits to be able to wait for someone and to care for him, but boys those days are fucking pigs e-e
 I'm just waiting for this moment to cuddle and Kichi stuff. But honestly, all men are pigs e-e
I still have this stupid Jaw problem, there was abit progress but it got stuck again, and because I'm going to this special doctor,
I CAN'T do sports I didn't even RUN for the past 8-10 MONTH I'm going Insannnnnnnne
I MUST start swiming but there is no place in my city. I started to work at this Fancy ass Jim but because I just started,
I will only get the free entrence and Privileges to use the swimming poll and all that shit in abit more then a week.
Witch feels like fucking FOREVER.
The doctor said that when I will start swimming I will get my Motivation back. 
I haven't touched the tablet in like 2 weeks I feel like I'm falling a part Literly.
I feel so weak because I didn't do any sports I mean I feel like an 90 years old lady.
My best friend has her birthday is no where, I lost my only USB iPhone charger, Its hanging on 1% battery
I fucked up my laptop when I was trying to make the game Alicia Online Horse Racing to work. Now I had to get it back to Win 8 
because what I tried apperntly It messes up the settings of the Windows. 
Its been restarting for the past 10 -12 hours. And it still is.
If it will be like that tomorrow, I will have to take to the technic.
And my house, omg. If until the end of August we will have NOTHING I swear to god I will come with a wrecking ball 
and hit the hell out of this house.
Working is hard, I mean its tiering, I like it but yeah It takes my soul the hell away.
I have no idea about my future in the army, I'm scared I will do nothing.
I just can't keep my self together..
I'm trying so HARD to stay positive but it just doesn't work. 
EVERYTHING in the WORLD just MUST happen at once for me x.x


PLEASE KILL ME.






A small sunshine:
I want to Thank you so so so so so so so so so sososososososososososososososo MUCH
For :iconf0x1e: She is so sweet and she made me this HELLA CUTE birthday gift:
Gift for WolfSoulKeeper by F0X1E
Please forgive me for not replaying for so long vnv
Please check her work!! she is so cute and has this amazing style!!
<da:thumb id="548358164"/> Llama adopt - OPEN - by F0X1E<da:thumb id="537817851"/>
<da:thumb id="514461893"/><da:thumb id="507964723"/><da:thumb id="499660076"/>
Please check her SUPER CUTE open adopts in this folder: f0x1e.deviantart.com/gallery/4…

Well thats the end for now.. I hope I can keep my self together for you guys <3




Graphics by ColllisionCourse
CSS by Aspenture
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Featured

Hello everyone, I'm back! by ColllisionCourse, journal

Added characters up for offers! (3) by ColllisionCourse, journal

I'm leaving dA for abit.. by ColllisionCourse, journal

I got a diagnosis! TMJ by ColllisionCourse, journal

When life hits you hard... by ColllisionCourse, journal